WHAT TO DO ?

Hello hello baby... um here to clean up the dust in my blog.  hmmp... it's march now. I gotta make my mind crystal clear and make a decision what courses to take and where to take. But the point is.... I couldn't make any decision yet. Slap me pleaseee. I've been dispirited for like more than 2months.  I love science subjects but I never get a good result for the science subjects. wtf ? Someone told me, she asked me to take science subjects since I'm so interested in science. So... my first choice of courses is Pharmacy and the second choice is Law. okay I know, I know both of this courses don't have any relation at all. Actually, I don't really like these courses. My mom just told me that , there's a lot of people doesn't like their work at all. All of them work hard just because of money. So... I realized. I realized I couldn't choose the course that I'm interested but it can't guarantee my future. Just because I know, money is very important for me.   

Well, I've decided to take A-level in Penang INTI but the problem for now is I don't know whether to take Sciences or Arts. I'm worried bout my SPM results especially Chemistry which is a compulsory subject for Pharmacy. So....What the hell you Ministry of Education !  Am I too late for A-level ? hmmp...I scared I couldn't handle it as well since I'm late for 2months. WHAT TO DO ?!